no more car:(
so christmas was good. I got stuff. and I just got home this afternoon. but then tonight, I was all excited to be home and see friends and drink and just chill with good people. so i get some gas and I head out. well, there was this huge escalade in front of me with a driver who was in some dumb class I took last year, also someone i really wanted to kill when I had to go to that class everday. anyways, I'm sitting behind him, and I can't see anything because of his ugly enormous car, so I turn left at the worst intersection ever. except I don't really remember turning my steering wheel at all. I just remember sitting behind that dumb car and then I was flying out of my seat with smoke filling my car and I felt like my face was burning off. apparently there was a truck coming the other direction so he couldn't stop, so he ran into the front of my car, mostly on the passenger side. basically, my car is filled with school stuff, my clothes are soaked with air bag stuff and some red shit that flew in the air, my body is already sore as hell. My car is totalled, so I will not have one at least for a while. and I think my insurance will probably drop me, since it was my fault. neither of us were seriously injured or anything, the dude was complaining about his arm, his wife arrived at the scene and screamed at me, so I just walked to me smoking car to get my belongings. I can barely eat because my jaw hurts from the impact. my hand is all swollen and burned from the air bag. I think my chest is caving in, and I really need a cigarette. but i can't have one. my car is sitting in my drive way with gas that I just purchased coming out. it's been a wonderful experience.