damnit ....
Yesterday .. something happened to me that I hoped never would happen to me. I lost the person I love more then anything in the world. This makes 2 people whom I loved that I lost. First was Kortnee now its Mina .. both times were because of me. Because I stupid enough to try and get over them quicker then what was suppose to happen .. now I have no one. I miss Kortnee more then anything else because she was there when I needed her .. granted I didn't always get to talk to her ... but she was there. She was the best friend I've ever had .. and I pushed her away. Now with Mina .. I forced her away without even realizing it. God I'm an idiot.