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I truely hope and pray that everyone is able to move on with their lives after Heather was stolen from her friends and family. I didn't know heather very well .. but from what little times I've spent with her .. I know that she is amazing. She really did know how to treat people .. and I only hope to become half the person Heather was. This will effect everyone for a very long time .. no matter how close to heather they were. She will be missed and forever loved ...
On to other things .. this weekend has just been HELL!! This weekend placed me in a situation that I never thought I would ever be put in .. a state where I had absolutly no power whatsoever. First the funeral, where there was nothing I could do to make the Meadow or Walls family feel any better. Then I find out Mina gets into a fight with her family about me that last 30 minutes. What is their problem with ME!!! No, I'm not the greatest individual in the world. But how in the hell can you dislike someone with out knowing them? How can you not possibly want to get to know someone who's seeing your daughter? That just ... that amazes me. Usually I could careless what people think about me .. but when I've done nothing wrong .. when I've absolutely nothing wrong .. how can you never want to meet that individual .. how could you not want to meet someone playing it as safe as possible. Because of age? Because of a number .. ? That is fucking bullshit.
Oh .. to make my weekend even better .. the one person who I thought would never turn on me .. the one person who I wanted to see more then anything else in the world .. that one individual who seems to make everything perfect .. hurt me. I thought seeing this person was going to be perfect .. that it was going to be wonderful .. and those few minutes .. maybe minutes .. were. But I'm not going to sit here and talk major shit because i just don't care anymore. I'm tired of it .. and I've met my end. From now on .. I'm only making an effort .. or even worrying about Mina .. everyone else .. eh. I'm tired of it all and I'm finally doing something I've never wanted to willingly do .. quit.
Hopefully .. this week proves to be far better .
On to other things .. this weekend has just been HELL!! This weekend placed me in a situation that I never thought I would ever be put in .. a state where I had absolutly no power whatsoever. First the funeral, where there was nothing I could do to make the Meadow or Walls family feel any better. Then I find out Mina gets into a fight with her family about me that last 30 minutes. What is their problem with ME!!! No, I'm not the greatest individual in the world. But how in the hell can you dislike someone with out knowing them? How can you not possibly want to get to know someone who's seeing your daughter? That just ... that amazes me. Usually I could careless what people think about me .. but when I've done nothing wrong .. when I've absolutely nothing wrong .. how can you never want to meet that individual .. how could you not want to meet someone playing it as safe as possible. Because of age? Because of a number .. ? That is fucking bullshit.
Oh .. to make my weekend even better .. the one person who I thought would never turn on me .. the one person who I wanted to see more then anything else in the world .. that one individual who seems to make everything perfect .. hurt me. I thought seeing this person was going to be perfect .. that it was going to be wonderful .. and those few minutes .. maybe minutes .. were. But I'm not going to sit here and talk major shit because i just don't care anymore. I'm tired of it .. and I've met my end. From now on .. I'm only making an effort .. or even worrying about Mina .. everyone else .. eh. I'm tired of it all and I'm finally doing something I've never wanted to willingly do .. quit.
Hopefully .. this week proves to be far better .