oh man..i didnt think it would happen this fast...
so as i am going through my college days....low and behold, my entire dorm(ok so maybe like 10 out of the 18 girls) enjoys to inform me that a certain boy and i would be cute together. i think its a serious like, operation to get us together. although to say the least that its almost coming together itself. we have almost every class together. like, 6 out of my 9 classes. and we have been talkin periodically on AIM. well since most of u are maybe interested...his name is Ryan Volkman. He lives outside Toledo and his birthday is 4 days before mine. We are both into music and are actually takin piano lessons too. he is better then me... i dunno. he is about 5'10 maybe? i dunno. he is taller then me though. he is quite cute. oh and importantly, he is a lutheran with actual morals. maybe i have a chance with this guy(..im thinking teen girl squad right now hehe).
i really do like him. i asked to borrow his music theory book the other night and then i asked him to stay and watch RENT with me and some other girls in my dorm. well, conveniently it ended up being just me and him. yah....when we were alone we just sat and talked during the movie here and there and i dunno. i could feel a connection. maybe im just holding on to hope or something, but who knows. we joked around etc...then last night tiff and i invited him to meet us in the Nest for smoothies and we played pool. it was tiff and i against him. haha needless to say i lost us the game when i scratched on the 8 ball.. =) once though when he was handing me the pool stick, our hands brushed...i was just hoping that tiff didnt see. hee hee. i sound like a school kid. im just excited to think that i might have a chance with a decent guy. i dont want to assume or rush into it. i want to be levelheaded and smart. i have made enough mistakes with the past 2 guys in my life. but im actually seeing more then looks. this is not just built on the physical...he is deeper and more thoughtful and deserves more then that. He is so sweet and funny. he is goofy enough for me but serious when he needs to be.
yah...im gonna stop rambling now. im sorry for all teh guys that read this, which i believe are very few anyway. i jsut wanted to share cause it makes me so happy and incredibly hopeful.
if ya'll have facebook...these are two pics of him. by request of jenn. =) he is such a goof..
if you want to see a pic, leave a comment thing and i will email you a pic. leave me ur email too if i dont have it.. k thanks!
i really do like him. i asked to borrow his music theory book the other night and then i asked him to stay and watch RENT with me and some other girls in my dorm. well, conveniently it ended up being just me and him. yah....when we were alone we just sat and talked during the movie here and there and i dunno. i could feel a connection. maybe im just holding on to hope or something, but who knows. we joked around etc...then last night tiff and i invited him to meet us in the Nest for smoothies and we played pool. it was tiff and i against him. haha needless to say i lost us the game when i scratched on the 8 ball.. =) once though when he was handing me the pool stick, our hands brushed...i was just hoping that tiff didnt see. hee hee. i sound like a school kid. im just excited to think that i might have a chance with a decent guy. i dont want to assume or rush into it. i want to be levelheaded and smart. i have made enough mistakes with the past 2 guys in my life. but im actually seeing more then looks. this is not just built on the physical...he is deeper and more thoughtful and deserves more then that. He is so sweet and funny. he is goofy enough for me but serious when he needs to be.
yah...im gonna stop rambling now. im sorry for all teh guys that read this, which i believe are very few anyway. i jsut wanted to share cause it makes me so happy and incredibly hopeful.
if ya'll have facebook...these are two pics of him. by request of jenn. =) he is such a goof..
if you want to see a pic, leave a comment thing and i will email you a pic. leave me ur email too if i dont have it.. k thanks!