Ranting Session ! :)
2009 has been a wonderful year so far. And I have started believing that everything goes as how you see things. I have been optimistic from the beginning that 2009 is going to be a great year for me, and it really is evolving that way :)
Well, but I really dont like everything around me being so perfect, seems like I stepped into a fairyland :) So I started rewinding back to all that happened since this New Year, and seems there were lot of things which were actually not pleasant :) But with happiness embedded into my mind, I dont really seem to care about these unpleasant stuff anymore :)
So I thought I will note down all that irritated me.
The first honor goes to one my group mate in the department who sits diagonally to my cube. But for him, this post wouldnt have got here, bcos at 9 am when the whole floor is quiet without much people or activity, nothing could irritate me more than his steel spoon tingling with his steel dabba. He was eating his thair-sadam( curd-rice), his daily breakfast sitting at his place. I dont know why people cant use the pantry for such noise making activities, or atleast upgrade to tupperware which does not make such irritating or tingling sensations ! huh ! Oooof, the noise still hasnt subsided !
One of the other tingling feeling is when I let my dentist work on my tooth. I always dread going to a dentist. I remember reading a poem in school where they called the dental thing a vicious circle :) Well, now the problem is actually not with the tooth, I bit my inner cheek skin between the last molar and it turned out to be quite a big sore of nearly 1.5 cm diameter. And it is already more than 10 days, and the progress of healing has been quite slow. The pain reached to such a stage that, I could neither talk, eat, drink water, and the worst, I couldnt smile even. Even a simple cheek movement like a smile, created a lot of pain. I think I have nearly forgotten an expression like smile :)
And then there are lot of other irritating things like team-mates behaving funnily, and then realizing some people never change and you got to put up with them bcos they are your friends and you love them, and then,there are some people getting wrong messages out of your conversations and making you feel embarassed/foolish, and then sporadic feelings about your 2month old new job, wondering if it could have been better. But I dont find all these things disappointing anymore. May be finally I have realized happiness is within me irrespective of the stimulus around.
Well, but I really dont like everything around me being so perfect, seems like I stepped into a fairyland :) So I started rewinding back to all that happened since this New Year, and seems there were lot of things which were actually not pleasant :) But with happiness embedded into my mind, I dont really seem to care about these unpleasant stuff anymore :)
So I thought I will note down all that irritated me.
The first honor goes to one my group mate in the department who sits diagonally to my cube. But for him, this post wouldnt have got here, bcos at 9 am when the whole floor is quiet without much people or activity, nothing could irritate me more than his steel spoon tingling with his steel dabba. He was eating his thair-sadam( curd-rice), his daily breakfast sitting at his place. I dont know why people cant use the pantry for such noise making activities, or atleast upgrade to tupperware which does not make such irritating or tingling sensations ! huh ! Oooof, the noise still hasnt subsided !
One of the other tingling feeling is when I let my dentist work on my tooth. I always dread going to a dentist. I remember reading a poem in school where they called the dental thing a vicious circle :) Well, now the problem is actually not with the tooth, I bit my inner cheek skin between the last molar and it turned out to be quite a big sore of nearly 1.5 cm diameter. And it is already more than 10 days, and the progress of healing has been quite slow. The pain reached to such a stage that, I could neither talk, eat, drink water, and the worst, I couldnt smile even. Even a simple cheek movement like a smile, created a lot of pain. I think I have nearly forgotten an expression like smile :)
And then there are lot of other irritating things like team-mates behaving funnily, and then realizing some people never change and you got to put up with them bcos they are your friends and you love them, and then,there are some people getting wrong messages out of your conversations and making you feel embarassed/foolish, and then sporadic feelings about your 2month old new job, wondering if it could have been better. But I dont find all these things disappointing anymore. May be finally I have realized happiness is within me irrespective of the stimulus around.