head to the ache
so i definitely get sick every time i come home. i currently have a slamming headache and i wish my head would just fall off my neck. my neck hurts too...
so basically i am allergic to home. isn't that freakin' rad? i thought so.
i had all kinds of weird dreams last night. i can't really remember any of them but i know that every time i woke up i was like weirded out. i thought they were real, and that people were with me or something. yeah.
so i'm looking for anything to do on new years, cause we don't want a repeat of last year. i stupidly agreed to help mom with her youth lock-in thing at her church. i promised laura that if i don't find anything good to do i'll surrender my life to another boring new years...
come to think of it i've never had an exciting new years. i thought you were supposed to get really drunk and make out with someone on new years. i've never met anyone who did that, and i've never done it, and probably never will...my life is a big ball of excitement.
here's what i wish for:
1) more things to do
2) getting shit done, no procrastinating (this only really applies to school, but thought i'd throw it in just in case, ya know?)
3) someone to make out with (the other two will happen, but this one, nope. no luck)
actually i don't want someone to make out with, i'd be super happy with someone to just be with. i am a cuddle whore. but i haven't actually hugged/cuddled anyone in almost a freaking year. that's so sad, i am such a sad sad person. look at this. why am i even talking about this ya know?
i was just about to say i think i've gotten over jem but i remembered that as soon as i get back to denver i'm going to be "jem this" and "jem that." god how i suck at life. i get so freaking pathetic over boys, it's dumb and...
yeah. adios.
so basically i am allergic to home. isn't that freakin' rad? i thought so.
i had all kinds of weird dreams last night. i can't really remember any of them but i know that every time i woke up i was like weirded out. i thought they were real, and that people were with me or something. yeah.
so i'm looking for anything to do on new years, cause we don't want a repeat of last year. i stupidly agreed to help mom with her youth lock-in thing at her church. i promised laura that if i don't find anything good to do i'll surrender my life to another boring new years...
come to think of it i've never had an exciting new years. i thought you were supposed to get really drunk and make out with someone on new years. i've never met anyone who did that, and i've never done it, and probably never will...my life is a big ball of excitement.
here's what i wish for:
1) more things to do
2) getting shit done, no procrastinating (this only really applies to school, but thought i'd throw it in just in case, ya know?)
3) someone to make out with (the other two will happen, but this one, nope. no luck)
actually i don't want someone to make out with, i'd be super happy with someone to just be with. i am a cuddle whore. but i haven't actually hugged/cuddled anyone in almost a freaking year. that's so sad, i am such a sad sad person. look at this. why am i even talking about this ya know?
i was just about to say i think i've gotten over jem but i remembered that as soon as i get back to denver i'm going to be "jem this" and "jem that." god how i suck at life. i get so freaking pathetic over boys, it's dumb and...
yeah. adios.