Jul 15, 2007 02:24
Loneliness. A plague upon the human heart. I'm finally ok with everything in my life. Now I just need to find some sort of purpose. Find a place in the world because I've finally settled the turmoil within. My adolescent period of constant meta-cognition. Why I do the things I do. Why others. Why shit is the way it is. I never feel alone. I find myself isolating myself though.
I want to improve myself. My lifestyle, I suppose. Or perhaps I'm trying to grow up too fast and just need to party some more. ......
weeeee'll see.
Mark left today for Portugal. I handled it quite well. However, speculations can always be made. Hm. No more WAHS. It is what it is.