Yeah, Happy fucking new year

Jan 02, 2006 01:00

So I take care of you when you can't hold your own head up to puke, tell you everythings alright. What do I get in the end? Well I get told you cheated on me with the biggest faggots I know of. I want everyone to see this. I break up with you and the first thing you do is go fuck someone else. Tell me thats not fucked up. I've never done SHIT against you and all I get in return is this bullshit and CONTSTANT bitching about something I'M doing wrong. You think I drink too much, well I reserve the right at this time. I also feel like I reserve the right to cheat on you two times, and see how it feels when I tell YOU about it. But I'm not that shitty, I wouldn't do that, even if I was so shitfaced that I couldn't see straight. I knew you did something wrong, and I knew what it was. I'm not stupid. You should have learned that much about me by now. I've been having a great past month and this is how my NEW YEAR STARTS. I HAVE TO DEAL WITH A FUCKING FAGGOT WHOM I WOULD LOVE TO SHOOT IN THE FACE WITH A HUNTING BB GUN BECAUSE THAT SHIT HURTS, MAYBE A BASEBALL BAT TO THE FACE, BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO JAIL TO GET REVENGE. Why do you have to be like this? Tell me why! You get jealous if I SAY another girls NAME, but you dont seem to think that much of just going out and cheating on me because of the fact that I SUSPECT that you are, that doesnt mean go jump off a bridge. If anything that means prove to me that you aren't. Give me a GOOD REASON to TRUST YOU, because right now I can't think of one. I dont even know what to do in this situation really, still BECAUSE HE IS THE FIRST PERSON I THINK OF WHEN I THINK OF THE TERM FAGGOT.

Black LittlePony (1:08:04 AM): im not trying to justify my actions or anything but i was upset that you werent hanging out with me when i did it.. because you kept blowing me off

OHH so it was today huh? Because I dont blow you off, I have other things to do sometimes and I cant always spend every waking moment with you. I had to drive Tj around because he didnt have his car.

If anything you are making me believe many different scenarios. I knew you were fucked up, but I didnt know you were just stupid. I dont even know what to think of you or the words to say.

I have so much to say but I feel like I've said enough, about 1/20 of what I could say.

But hell I love Juju(Tj),Kahlitiko(Kalah), Dan and everyone else that has made my break great. Well until now.
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