emo as fuck...
so i'm emo as fuck...i don't know why and I don't care.
Japanese is frustrating, I am feeling again like I know nothing. Well i know enough to know I don't know that much? or something.
I miss the U.S., but i don't at the same time. I don't know what the fuck I wanna do. I am fighting with mitsu more and more, and I need to find a way to make enough money to get my own apartment which means I will have less time to study japanese cause i will be working at an english conversation school. I really don't wanna work at an English conversation school. I'd like to work at a vegetarian restaurant so I have to speak japanese, but the money is like 1/2 to 1/3 of what an english school pays. FUCK.
Japanese is frustrating, I am feeling again like I know nothing. Well i know enough to know I don't know that much? or something.
I miss the U.S., but i don't at the same time. I don't know what the fuck I wanna do. I am fighting with mitsu more and more, and I need to find a way to make enough money to get my own apartment which means I will have less time to study japanese cause i will be working at an english conversation school. I really don't wanna work at an English conversation school. I'd like to work at a vegetarian restaurant so I have to speak japanese, but the money is like 1/2 to 1/3 of what an english school pays. FUCK.