Sorry to those who must read my NOVEL...
U can slander me until your heart stops beating, you want to know why? Because "Everyone around you" can see right through your vanity. I was not the one who was responsible for you losing your job or you having to move out of town. YOU... were the irresponsible one who took it upon yourself to not only completly stop paying rent for 2 months in a row, but you were also so pre-occupied with which payday loan company you were going to have to avoid that day, that you couldn't even (in a 2 month period) pay the final balance of a measly $75 to take ownership of the Mazda...OH GOD...Something that requires some responsibility. OPEN YOUR EYES, your 22 years old...its damn well time you own up to your immaturity and start acting and living life as the adult that you should already be. Think about it... when you have multiple people that are somehow involved in your life, telling you that you need to look beyond yourself and see what you are missing out on in life... there tends to be a bright light bulb that pops above your huge head that goes "ding ding ding!!!!" Maybe there's something more to life than blaming anything and everything that goes wrong in your life on everyone around you instead of seeing the real culprit... yourself. No one forced you to not pay rent, or the last car payment. I certainly had nothing to do with you not owning up to the responsibility of not only being a grown-up, but the fact that not 1 time in the entire 2 month period did I EVER come to you about being behind on rent and the car. I did however, mention a couple of times that we needed to go to coffee and sit down to figure out what our plan was. You know the sad thing is that not only do you not realize that had you been renting from an apartment or even another homeowner, 30 days is the limit. I was exceptionally lenient in the fact that I was not on your ass about the money. You know why? Because even though I may not be working, all of my bills are paid---BEFORE anything else. The situation of December happens even to the best of us. I don't know one person out there who owns a home, that has NEVER had a situation with the power company. But see the difference between me and you is that I went ahead and took full responsibility for what happened(Even though it was out of my control.) I tried my best to smooth it over with you, even though you owed me money.
But, see, here's where you have a chance to make up for being A SELFISH baby. Do the right thing and own up to what you have done to yourself. NO ONE MADE YOU NOT PAY RENT AND CAR PAYMENTS. NO ONE MADE YOU QUIT YOUR JOB. NO ONE DID IT BUT YOU. Unfortunately, your the only one who makes your life miserable. So until next time, keep stewing in your cauldron of self-hate and continue calling me what you will. It doesn't bother me in the least. Those of us out there who know me, and you, can make thier own decision who is right and who is wrong. I'm sure everyone can do that easily. Nothing you have to say means anything more to me than it did the day I realized how 2-faced some people can be.
By the way,,,, Neither me or any of my family have yet to hear from you about the money that you owe. As a final word, Try to look beyond just you, and see the whole picture. There are worse places that you could be right now... and if you continue in the same pattern you are in... God help you find a way through it. EVERYBODY HAS THIER DAY TO BE JUDGED IN FRONT OF GOD. DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR JUDGEMENT WILL BE?
But, see, here's where you have a chance to make up for being A SELFISH baby. Do the right thing and own up to what you have done to yourself. NO ONE MADE YOU NOT PAY RENT AND CAR PAYMENTS. NO ONE MADE YOU QUIT YOUR JOB. NO ONE DID IT BUT YOU. Unfortunately, your the only one who makes your life miserable. So until next time, keep stewing in your cauldron of self-hate and continue calling me what you will. It doesn't bother me in the least. Those of us out there who know me, and you, can make thier own decision who is right and who is wrong. I'm sure everyone can do that easily. Nothing you have to say means anything more to me than it did the day I realized how 2-faced some people can be.
By the way,,,, Neither me or any of my family have yet to hear from you about the money that you owe. As a final word, Try to look beyond just you, and see the whole picture. There are worse places that you could be right now... and if you continue in the same pattern you are in... God help you find a way through it. EVERYBODY HAS THIER DAY TO BE JUDGED IN FRONT OF GOD. DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR JUDGEMENT WILL BE?