yeah christmas
sitting in deep creek waiting to be able to go back home. its not that i dont love my family, but i just hate being here. ive been melancholy as fuck the last two days. theres just so many things that i cant get out of my mind. i hate things about my life now and miss things about my life from the past. but on the other hand, i hate so many things from the past and enjoy so much about my life now. i thought that after nearly 2 months i could accept that i was now without that one person i need, but it doesnt seem to be getting any easier. im just better at ignoring it. well if anyone reads this tonight or tomorrow and wants to hang out before i go back to richmond, gimme a call.