But some how I know, we're going to be alright...
It's New Years Eve, that time of the year when you have nothing better to do than to listen to music on your computer and think of tomorrow. It sucks I tell you. I need a beer run or a keg. Well atleast tomorrow we'll get to do something fun. I better go to the DMV and get that permit because I need and want that fucken license. Watching Cable Tv makes me want to have it more. Guess that means I better start looking for a job. Although I've probably missed out on the glory days of reality tv. And damn, I'm fifteen, I can barely remember the time I was fourteen. It makes me think though, how stupid and dumb I used to be, even though I'll think that when I turn sixteen. It's a never ending cycle. I remember conversations I had with people and how naive I used to be, how they always meant something more when ever they said anything and how I didn't see that. We'll be shooting a parody of the Matrix. We're looking for cast members, just if any one's interested. It'll be pretty funny if we get everything together, or atleast it should be. Everybody seems to be followed around by cameras these days, it's so stupid though because people aren't going to act the same in front of a camera. It's entertaining though, I wont deny that. To deny our impulses is to deny the very thing which makes us human or something like that. I thought High School was going to last for an eternity almost and now it's going by so fast, I just wish I had time to enjoy it all. I feel like life's passing me by and I'm not doing anything to make it worth while. Everyone that comes out on Tv seems to be immortalized, like if that image of them will last for all of time. Well fuck that, we do what we can. That's why the world is like it is, everyone's trying to get their own way. Anyway, I've been corrupted by the pleasures of mass culture. Everything's a cliche. Nothing's new. Everyone's the same.