A Thousand Miles

[andyouloveher]

Even though he is miles and miles away. Even though I am nearly entirely healed. I love him still in the corners of my heart. Enough that I continually dream of him at night. Something that I cannot control. I wake up shaken and confused. Time keeps passing. It has been a long time, and yet, I would like to see him again. I live every day more than okay, but then there are my nights. And my dreams. where I get to hold him again... Where I am but the piano keys under his fingers. And forget the pain that he caused me.

It felt like this.... Heart shattering against cement.