Oct 19, 2006 15:51
some people are so obsessed with others and it's annoying.
there are many things i understand in this world, like my neighbor's dog, dirt on the ground, and the socks on my feet. i don't understand humans at all: people. why they act the way they act, the clothes they choose to wear, the music the try to listen to. i'm just so baffled with what others want from each other that i soon to realize "what am i doing in this place?" why can't i just leave and go to the forest where i probably belong with animals and plants, since many people doesn't understand what goes on through my head. a couple have ideas though.
takers and conformists and wanting to feel wanted. everyone wants to feel wanted. then how come half the world is depressed? that's not hard data, that's just what i conjured up, may be right, i don't know. who really cares. what happened to simple things, like nature? it's just being consumed with technology and growth from people who take. why can't things just be left alone? leavers.
being primitive seems weird these days. competing, but respecting is the way to live. most people conform and dress up to seek attention. sure nice looking shirts are nice, but is it really what you want? why do you not wear it years down the road? i've been observing so many things from what people do and how they act around each other. change is a good thing, but sometimes can be taken over a new level, and that can turn into something bad.
i don't know. my knowledge of trying to convey something i believe in is hard because i'm still on the path to discovery. i still have yet to live my life and i will be 21 in december. that is old. i hate being old, but i love being pure.
shoot!