Oct 03, 2006 01:57
looking at the things to be seen, i am so ready to get out of here. i know it may sound cliche from times past, but this home life is eating away at me.
i'm not even offended at all at some things i've seen, and that's a good thing.
a new home needs to be brought forth. anew adventures arise.
i'll try to make this logical. umass amherst is a definite, but what i have seen from there in one inane night was a fight in the parking lot (no cops and people calling each other "dogs"), a beer-pong table larger than the area of a room, and people there just to be generally boring and somewhat rational to mass society. they want to do something simple (like business, or weed-smoking).
grades look good. hcc is breathing down my back. making me ultimately poorer. i can't even make my car insurance bill this month. there's a reality check.
i'm going to try for my other 2 focals. hopefully i am not shunned away again for trying to be an improved person. being screwed though has been my forte as of late, however. that's almost in every aspect. but i remain happy and ascrewed. flechettes.
spring will bring mass time for opt actions, i can't wait. i want to buy a mountain bike. and a flat screen monitor. need to make more videos. need to make sense, then maybe girls will like me.