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I know people talk about the smae thing in journals online.
I seem to have lost the purpse of them, but here I am writing in it becuae I need just need to write a little and you people have no life so you read it anyways.
I feel as if I set myself up to lose everyone. I look down upon my self and how I act, and I wouldn't be friends with me for how I acted. I don't know maybe I look to seep into situations and I just can't come to conclusions for other people.
All I know is this 5-5-50 is killing me. i'm at home while everyone is at school having a good time, well most of the time. Things seemed to have picked up at school and I have to be an idiot and be caught with alcohol. Ya it's my fault and I'm dealing with it.
Pleh.
time to fold more laundry. This was a nice way to take up sometime.
I seem to have lost the purpse of them, but here I am writing in it becuae I need just need to write a little and you people have no life so you read it anyways.
I feel as if I set myself up to lose everyone. I look down upon my self and how I act, and I wouldn't be friends with me for how I acted. I don't know maybe I look to seep into situations and I just can't come to conclusions for other people.
All I know is this 5-5-50 is killing me. i'm at home while everyone is at school having a good time, well most of the time. Things seemed to have picked up at school and I have to be an idiot and be caught with alcohol. Ya it's my fault and I'm dealing with it.
Pleh.
time to fold more laundry. This was a nice way to take up sometime.