I ain't in any of his categories

[andyluv]

So i came out...I told some people from work that I'm gay and that I like the guy...just the ones I can trust of course. I could tell they know I'm gay...specially after one of them made a joke saying "Oh look who's gaydar is on!". No use beating around the bush after that one...it has been all lovely though...no one was mean or nasty or anything!

I saw the guy again on Saturday...as he was coming to do the till check, he nodded at me when he was going to check the previous till...and as always when he was taking the money from my till, he got close to me, took the money and made a bit of a mess with all the notes...I started to tidy it up and he said "I'll leave you to it since I know you're neat! Thank you!". I chuckled...but it always happens...he always makes a comment about the notes being tidy...or he'll just say thank you...I don't know if he is as shy as I am when he gets close to me but..It's always the same!

I've changed my hairstyle a bit...now I wear a bang (or a fringe) on my forehead...when I remember and when I'm not super sweaty betty! And he did notice...he gave a fast look at my forehead when he saw it and I could tell he noticed.  Our eyes also keep meeting at different times...for example, once I was looking at him and he looked at the clock on the wall...and gave me a fast glance...I looked down and thought "DAMMIT! HE SAW IT!". Hehe

Still no facebook add from him though...one of the girls who work with me sent my profile as a "suggested friend" to everyone from work...at the time she thought I didn't like "that guy", so she said "omG! I can't believe I did that!"...but now we're sorta expecting it to happen. A lot of people from work did add me though...specially all the nice girls! :D

I went to a halloween party yesterday! I was a zombie! (God bless the make up...I had no costume ideas!).
It was at a pub and I've met quite some interesting characters! Specially Tim, who is a guy I've been talking to for a while and who is extremely nice and caring! Love him to bits!
I did get a bit carried away though...I was so dizzy and so drunk at the end of the night that I had no option but to use "two fingers for dessert", as an anorexic would say. (Basically inducing myself to vomit.)
I woke up with my head banging the next day (today)...felt horrible! And I could remember myself talking to a guy dressed as the devil at the end of the night and he wasn't good looking or friendly either...what a waste of time!

When I'm drunk, it's just vile! I also know it's because my mother's birthday is coming and I am a bit on the edge / emotional.
I've been playing a lot of Xbox 360 lately! (Add me, Andy Luvv is my gamertag). Rafael sold me his Halo 3 for a FIVER! I mean...what a sweet deal when a used Halo 3 is like...25 bucks or so!

I can't think of much else to say besides that I really need a diet...I've been eating loads of sweets and I'm regreting it when I check my waistline...it's evil!

And now I'll leave you to a song of this magic trio...they make me go all cheery mood! (and I need it once I was having one of my "I'm scared to die" attack minutes ago!).

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The Pipettes - ABC
He knows all about the movements of the planets
But he don't know how to move me
He knows about the sonic spectrum damnit
But he don't know if it's groovy

He knows about
A-B-C-1-2-3-X-Y-Z
But he don't know about X-T-C
A-B-C-1-2-D-Even I
Ain't in any of his categories

Kind of tall and kind of shy
He's always asking me why
He's always got his head in a book
He doesn't care how I look

XxX
Andy Love