385: Sudden Realization...
So, ellizen, you were totally right about my naivite (mentally insert accetnts yer own damn selves):
In that I don't notice these supposed negative things in people until they're pointed out to me. Like with Media Council--Megan's totally pissed at them, though being in that basement always gives me a headache and I just wanna get out; she says they're tugging us around, while I see it as the factors they express, but it is typical bureaucracy, as far as running us around. This budget stuff is killing us. Hey, what doesn't drive us under, will only give us more indie cred?
It's just... some people (and I'm not sayin' it's a bad thing, necessarily) are so attuned to when people are tryin' to treat them wrong. Their way of handling it, psychologically, is agressive: they get angry, rebellious.
And y'all know my way, my entire life, of dealing with getting treated badly is for my mind to block out that realization, to protect myself: I may be frustrated, but my mind focuses on compromise, on getting out and away as much as possible, pretty much, as opposed to letting the negativity affect me too deeply.
This may or may not be healthy or not; I'm not entirely sure. Opinions?