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i love college. no, not in the same way as that stupid ascher ross song, or whatever but legitimately.
i don't particularly enjoy getting up at 8 and 9 in the morning, but hey i guess i have to get used to that, because well i'm pretty sure its going to be the same for the rest of my life. i have no idea what i want to do, as far as an occupation goes. i think it would be really REALLY cool to become a film director, but of course appalachian doesn't offer that as a study so i'm fucked. lately, i have been thinking of two possible occupations. the first one is probably completely ridiculous and way too out there to ever be possible, but i would be absolutely the happiest person in the world to become a photographer for national geographic, i think i have a knack for nature related photos, only i need a better camera. the second one, is a career in sustainable development, i have a class on the subject and its probably one of the only classes i look forward to, other than my art class. its just so hard to even begin to think about choosing a career that i will have for the rest of my life.
thats the most crazy idea of all.
i love the friends i've made here, and i love that i've got to see all of my friends from home at least once or twice.
i don't recall a time that i've laughed so much, as in this past month. its wonderful. i just do not look forward to the freezing temperatures i'm about to experience for the next couple of months.
i miss home a little bit every now and then, my mom, my bed, my friends. its seems like after i left hickory everything sort of feel apart there, not because i left, but it everything has changed there i know. i miss ben and tyler a lot, and rachel even more. i miss jenn and john and kaytie and a lot of people. jenn and john are the only people who have visited me, which is awesome, i wish they would more. i feel like we've grown apart a lot, and i really want to make that connection again. me and jenn have always had an understanding like no one else. who knows whats going on with john, i haven't heard from him in forever. i feel like ever since that party where i was mean to him, its like were not even friends anymore.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i really don't know.
its been a while since i've posted on here, just no time really. i need a job. BAD!
too much to do, too much going on, too much in my mind. i need a release of some sort.
hm. this post is like mind vomit.
i don't particularly enjoy getting up at 8 and 9 in the morning, but hey i guess i have to get used to that, because well i'm pretty sure its going to be the same for the rest of my life. i have no idea what i want to do, as far as an occupation goes. i think it would be really REALLY cool to become a film director, but of course appalachian doesn't offer that as a study so i'm fucked. lately, i have been thinking of two possible occupations. the first one is probably completely ridiculous and way too out there to ever be possible, but i would be absolutely the happiest person in the world to become a photographer for national geographic, i think i have a knack for nature related photos, only i need a better camera. the second one, is a career in sustainable development, i have a class on the subject and its probably one of the only classes i look forward to, other than my art class. its just so hard to even begin to think about choosing a career that i will have for the rest of my life.
thats the most crazy idea of all.
i love the friends i've made here, and i love that i've got to see all of my friends from home at least once or twice.
i don't recall a time that i've laughed so much, as in this past month. its wonderful. i just do not look forward to the freezing temperatures i'm about to experience for the next couple of months.
i miss home a little bit every now and then, my mom, my bed, my friends. its seems like after i left hickory everything sort of feel apart there, not because i left, but it everything has changed there i know. i miss ben and tyler a lot, and rachel even more. i miss jenn and john and kaytie and a lot of people. jenn and john are the only people who have visited me, which is awesome, i wish they would more. i feel like we've grown apart a lot, and i really want to make that connection again. me and jenn have always had an understanding like no one else. who knows whats going on with john, i haven't heard from him in forever. i feel like ever since that party where i was mean to him, its like were not even friends anymore.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i really don't know.
its been a while since i've posted on here, just no time really. i need a job. BAD!
too much to do, too much going on, too much in my mind. i need a release of some sort.
hm. this post is like mind vomit.