Ramble
My life doesn't really fit with having one of these journals :S
All I seem to do recently is go to work over the weekend, and then generally waste time though the week. I have plenty of time to get some writing done, or at least try to be vaguely creative, but I don't. I don't like myself very much when I'm like this.
Worked all weekend plus the bank holiday this week, which was no end of fun. Then I get home and begin the worrying over having to go back to work next weekend. I really do need to get into something to take my mind off such stupid anxiety that is just plain unnecessary.
Sure this job's pretty rubbish, but at least I'm working whilst looking out for better opportunities. This is what I should tell myself, but no, I usually choose to go down the road of negativity and see myself as worthless.
At the minute, music is all that can lift my spirits. I download as much as I can (in itself a vast waste of time which could be better spent elsewhere I'm sure) and then oodle away the hours in my own world.
Before the real world interferes sooner or later.
* I love that imogen userpic. That is all.
All I seem to do recently is go to work over the weekend, and then generally waste time though the week. I have plenty of time to get some writing done, or at least try to be vaguely creative, but I don't. I don't like myself very much when I'm like this.
Worked all weekend plus the bank holiday this week, which was no end of fun. Then I get home and begin the worrying over having to go back to work next weekend. I really do need to get into something to take my mind off such stupid anxiety that is just plain unnecessary.
Sure this job's pretty rubbish, but at least I'm working whilst looking out for better opportunities. This is what I should tell myself, but no, I usually choose to go down the road of negativity and see myself as worthless.
At the minute, music is all that can lift my spirits. I download as much as I can (in itself a vast waste of time which could be better spent elsewhere I'm sure) and then oodle away the hours in my own world.
Before the real world interferes sooner or later.
* I love that imogen userpic. That is all.