And Everything Was Going So Well, Too
"Andy, I think you should leave now."
And just like that, something great did a complete 180. I dunno anymore. I want to open myself up, but this....this incident was just a highlighter mark on why I should still just restrict myself to CASUAL relationships. Maybe I can still pull myself out of the tailspin I've been going through for about the last 13 hours.....maybe not. All I know is that I am going to have to face this reality sooner rather than later.
Sorry for the cryptic post, faithful legions. This is just something that I need to put out there to get at least some of it out of my head, where its doing nothing but puting me into a rotten mood. Humiliation is not something I take very well, even if there's no one else around to witness it.
On the horizon, though....I'm making steak for everyone, including my uncle John, so I'm going to work on a kind of a cajun-chili steak rub. Then its off to the J-town for a TKE function. Its an excuse for me to get dressed up - something I don't really do that much - and get Wittmann drunk (its his 19th birthday). I wonder if I can pull off the open-collared look with my suit. California Love!!
And just like that, something great did a complete 180. I dunno anymore. I want to open myself up, but this....this incident was just a highlighter mark on why I should still just restrict myself to CASUAL relationships. Maybe I can still pull myself out of the tailspin I've been going through for about the last 13 hours.....maybe not. All I know is that I am going to have to face this reality sooner rather than later.
Sorry for the cryptic post, faithful legions. This is just something that I need to put out there to get at least some of it out of my head, where its doing nothing but puting me into a rotten mood. Humiliation is not something I take very well, even if there's no one else around to witness it.
On the horizon, though....I'm making steak for everyone, including my uncle John, so I'm going to work on a kind of a cajun-chili steak rub. Then its off to the J-town for a TKE function. Its an excuse for me to get dressed up - something I don't really do that much - and get Wittmann drunk (its his 19th birthday). I wonder if I can pull off the open-collared look with my suit. California Love!!