Hmmm
Like I said chaos. Yesterday I left Steven. It was hard but I knew it was the right thing for me. There is something missing between us but I do love him alot. He cheated on me 2 times and I think I lost most of my trust for him. I also couldn't handle the issue of his ex. He still wants him, and I do not feel like being a meal replacement bar. All in all I think it will work out for the best though... he decided today that he would like to be friends. (Why wouldn't he I am a great person.)