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Apr 24, 2005 17:19

I'm going into work in a few minutes just thought I'd write. Adam has been being a bit more bitchy than usual. I can't stand it. I've been talking to some really cool people online recently and feel bad that I will be leaving and never getting to know them. I am moving regardless though. I can't stand this place, most of the people here are so shady.
Ewww, I have this guy that begs me to let him fuck me. I'm like stop it please. as he's saying let me fuck you please, please. Whatever, it's not worth all that. Not to mention I hate to be begged for anything.
I was recently told by someone that I need to erase Jeremy from my mind and my computer... If he'd been in front of me I would have slapped him. I think that is fucking rude to say. Even if I wanted to i couldn't... I don't have a convenient delete button for certain memories. besides if I forgot about him I would forget what it's like to be with someone with a temper, knowing what it can do. I might be able to avoid a violent outcome in the future because of my memories of him. What it comes down to is that it is unacceptable for someone to think they can tell you how to deal with your emotions. Even best friends should not meddle in the delacate fabric of ex's.
Well I am off to work at Starbucks... I love the coffee.
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