it is a ridiculous time in the morning and i can not sleep. if you hear an odd, faint sound i advise you to tend to it and avoid reading this at all for there will be no point, interesting idea, or intellectual output whatsoever. although i can portray a clear motive: sleep deprivation. isn't that all life requires anyway? clear motives, not sleep deprivation. well, actually that too. clear motives and effort. too much effort. tireless attempts to keep a constant gym routine, meaningless hours spent critisizing yourself, staring at the gruesome sight in the mirror. if only. if only we had clear motives. it'd be easier to punish people and easier to reward. determining from good and bad intentions i mean. there'd be no games either, which would improve a lot of communication issues. a clear motive. sex or relationship. actor or businessman. housewife or lawyer. life or death.
life or death.
that's odd because technically we have no choice, but to have motive for life and death.
because you are living, which is continuous, and you will die.
why did i have to double space between the life and death lines? eh, dramatic effect. what is brilliance? or genius? pathway to insanity i guess.