It's not as cold out here but come quick, I am losing feeling
I read everyone else's entries and they are all so up beat and happy and all mine are sad and angry. No wonder most people don't bother to read.
Today was unbelievably disappointing. I didn't go to the keys, or the lakehouse, or the wanna-bang-o. I didn't hang out with Alli or Chia. I sat at home by myself until I decided that if I did that any longer I would lose it and went to wendys. On the way their I called Mark and he met me up their and he talked and I listened then I talked and he listened. It was the only good part of my day. I also hung out with Cynthia for a while at the mall before my day was ruined and that was nice too.... but then I got the phone call that held all the bad news and the fun came to a hault. I should be in the keys right now. I shouldn't be freezing my ass off. I should be walking down duval street with alli looking at all the locals, tourists, and drunk ass's. I should be looking forward to tomorrows day of baking in the sun and getting pampered. I should be spending tonight doing anything but sitting at home once again! I fucking hate this. I don't know how I can stress that enough. I hate not having a life.
Happy people write happy entries. Sad people do what they do best, bitch.
Today was unbelievably disappointing. I didn't go to the keys, or the lakehouse, or the wanna-bang-o. I didn't hang out with Alli or Chia. I sat at home by myself until I decided that if I did that any longer I would lose it and went to wendys. On the way their I called Mark and he met me up their and he talked and I listened then I talked and he listened. It was the only good part of my day. I also hung out with Cynthia for a while at the mall before my day was ruined and that was nice too.... but then I got the phone call that held all the bad news and the fun came to a hault. I should be in the keys right now. I shouldn't be freezing my ass off. I should be walking down duval street with alli looking at all the locals, tourists, and drunk ass's. I should be looking forward to tomorrows day of baking in the sun and getting pampered. I should be spending tonight doing anything but sitting at home once again! I fucking hate this. I don't know how I can stress that enough. I hate not having a life.
Happy people write happy entries. Sad people do what they do best, bitch.