hate it when my instincts are right...
so i start this off admitting that im a bit emotional...overreactitory (yes, new word) and listening to emo music.
so i se Cathy online and i IM her. shes at CSUS between classes. we chat for a while and then it boils down to me saying that "i like you."
little did i know...little did i know. you remember how duscuss Jose? well, for a few weeks ive felt like ive been in direct competiton with him for cathy's affection. i find out today that they are "seeing each other" as of last monday.
it definately sucks to know that my instincts were right all along.
in the convo i commenced to over react and tell her too much. she was rather understanding, but gave me some bullshit "it was unexpected for us" reply.
whatever. it just sucks because i sit between them. unfortunately il have to find a new place to sit in class. there is no way im going to be able to sit between them anymore. which also sucks because we have been a group together since the semester, so that means any friendship ties between cathy or jose with myself are no longer there. which sucks for them because they suck at all the projects and i carry all the work.
so of course im venting right now...
im home all day today, im gonna try and finish Bloodrayne 2
you should realize that it wasnt like i was obsessed with cathy...there was merely an attraction, im just throughly dissapointed in myself.
"so let me lock a locket around your throat, il way you down and watch you choke...you look so good in blue, you look so good in blue." - fall out boy.
so i se Cathy online and i IM her. shes at CSUS between classes. we chat for a while and then it boils down to me saying that "i like you."
little did i know...little did i know. you remember how duscuss Jose? well, for a few weeks ive felt like ive been in direct competiton with him for cathy's affection. i find out today that they are "seeing each other" as of last monday.
it definately sucks to know that my instincts were right all along.
in the convo i commenced to over react and tell her too much. she was rather understanding, but gave me some bullshit "it was unexpected for us" reply.
whatever. it just sucks because i sit between them. unfortunately il have to find a new place to sit in class. there is no way im going to be able to sit between them anymore. which also sucks because we have been a group together since the semester, so that means any friendship ties between cathy or jose with myself are no longer there. which sucks for them because they suck at all the projects and i carry all the work.
so of course im venting right now...
im home all day today, im gonna try and finish Bloodrayne 2
you should realize that it wasnt like i was obsessed with cathy...there was merely an attraction, im just throughly dissapointed in myself.
"so let me lock a locket around your throat, il way you down and watch you choke...you look so good in blue, you look so good in blue." - fall out boy.