Dec 08, 2003 21:07
we played on saturday with AIDS,FLL,and Schifosi, good show. but we were kinda not well suited for the crowd, that or we sucked. I only saw halo of knives and AIDS. they were good, i met mark he is really fucking cool. one of those people that make you realise that there is some real people. even though i was pretty quiet at the show i managed to get a few sentences out with him. hes good.
we start recording for a split with a secret death tonite. drums anyway, that would be good to get something out, real slack, all i want to do is play outside of brisbane and hopefully with a split we could sell it. enough for petrol money anyway.
i was going to move to sydney to join Stronger than Hate, but that changed. there is one more decision i dont have to worry about, thank ...
for ages i have been real bored with life, nothing seemed to be worth going to or doing except riding my cruiser, skating jimby and playing guitar, and i know why i was bored. now, i found a way to stop being so bored, and it was fun, then something happened today that totally screwed my head up. totally made my life quiet annoying but at the same time, made it soo friggin nice. i always heard ppl sayin 'it was so good i felt dizzy' today it happened to me. i couldnt stand properly or talk. it only lasted about 5 mins but it was the best 5 mins ever. well since about a year ago. when the same thing happened.
this happens to me every now and then, and i always worry bout it, listen to pedro the lion to make it worse and drink wine.
im listening to pedro now, worrying about it, but not drinking, i ended up drinking a whole bottle of wine to myself on friday nite. that was quite an expierence.
i should listen to BTBAM, but it only makes me want to play my guitar and do huge rock/emo riffs. But metal wont play to my rock riffs.. but there cool.
ok, now im listening to BTBAM and im in upbeat mode, blast beat mode if you will.
i heard the Daughters cd its cool, its like DEP, but not as tech, its like they found out how to make stupid sounding riffs and made songs with them. unlike DEP who can do no wrong, i wish i played in DEP. that would mean id play guitar like an insane man, be buffed and look wicked tuff on stage.
'memories, keeping, all these tears inside'