Jun 18, 2005 14:47
today i saw a golden goose...
and it made me happy. there's this third floor window above a barber shop near my house and it's packed with birds of all sorts- pink ones, little ones, and now a large golden goose. things like this make me smile.
also,right before that, the somewhat homeless man that stands in front of my local jesus shop said, as he always does 'smile, sweetheart!' as i passed. things of this nature usually make me uncomfortable, but with this guy it's just nice- yes neta, nice!- he's always there in front of the jesus shop and he's always so content-looking, i don't envy his life, but there's something about it that makes me think
and he doesn't look homeless, not totally homeless like dirty-homeless...but he doesn't have anywhere to go- i wonder why he's there...
i guess i should ask
i bought my via rail 6pac to get me to queen's and back. this is real! i can see the paper right there, the ticket, everything. so strange. i can't wait for the transition to be over with- transitions are the worst part i think, and this summer will be one massive, disguised transition. anyone who switches houses regularly can relate. the one nice thing about university will be having ONE home. ONE. that is a very very beautiful thing.
speaking of beautiful things, here is another one: late night conversations with neta on my front porch. that rocked my socks off in a very contented way. really i love so much that she can call me up and come over at 12.15 and we can sit in the chill and talk about what really matters. from mocca-choco to the statue and musicals and everything!! and my roof and so much more- neta is my little hooded conscience.
and then she makes me get an lj...so much love here, so much love. AND a square emoticon- it don't get better.
fanny, fanny, fanny. seeing that movie with you- sooo goooood. hayao miyazaki is my hero. watching his movies is so enriching, it's like rebooting your imagination, becoming a kid again, which is so important. plus Howl is hot. FANNY!! i love you to death and out the other end. i will miss you so much when i leave, you mean the WORLD to me! it sucks so much that we didn't get this earlier- dang.
right now life is so crazy, and nice.
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