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[andxtakeabreath]

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i have work in a half hour.
matty stei's driving me because its shitty out.
im not wearing any make up..just cover up because
i broke out and my face is disgusting and i hate it.
i'm in a bad mood. theres so much hair spray in my hair.
it's crude. and i love it.
my feet are cold. i have to get ready.
i miss someone that i shouldnt be
and i know where his number is but im pretending i don't.
idk why but killis isnt talking to me..
he just like stopped talking. whats going on sir ?
andrew asked me to go to this show...
brian asked me to go to it too last night.
and like i want to go because yay i get to see
andrew and brian but i'll be tired bitchy
and its tweleve bucks and i have four.
um correction, i only have three.
so now i really can't go.
i don't get my pay check til tomorrow.
some gay shit man.
i hate it here. i really do.
theres honestly nothing to do in this goddamn town
except bitch about wanting to go to a show with cool kids,
having a fucking RIDE
but only having three goddamn bucks.
matts going to be here in ten minutes.
today sucksss