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[andwheream_i]

to do:
- rekindle friendships/not work so much
- drink more boags
- celebrate nicole's return
- save/SPEND SPEND
- move out again/plan nasty hijinx
- refresh self/spirit
- get cute

i am torn between two boys
one who insists that he loves me while pushing me into the arms of the other
[who for fun also likes me. fun and games]

idiocy.

i have difficulty reconciling my two separate worlds
i am a nineteen year old girl with twenty nine year old problems
shopping and date tomorrow
mentally preparing myself for the four am phone call

minicrush