May 21, 2004 20:05
went to first markham > eunice & crystal. saw good old friends :D chewie. tim lo. woo (haven't seen that kid in SOOOO long :]) wallace eric =). i miss those uhs kids =) they're so dumb and funny .
boo. rugby is violent :( so i worry. vance broke his leg. tim got a black eye and concusion? how the hell do you spell that word? :( i worry. be careful and don't get hurt. tim called my cell wanting to speak with crystal. i wonder if you ever got hurt i wonder if i'd ever find out =( get well soon tim. crystal don't worry he's a soldier! he's tough.
long weekend. finally. i have lots to do. so is monday still on? maybe? i dont kno :S.
i dont feel well :(. merrrgh. i guess today turned out to be a bad day. but the good thing was that i got to hang out with eunice again which i haven't done so in so long!
tomorrow, lots to do. sunday, lots to do. monday, lots of fun *i hope. we'll see.
i'm a fucking moody bitchass girl. i'm sorry. what are you going to do about it? i'm bitchy. WHAT. fuck i'm not in the mood. whatever.
random? yes if you don't like it go screw yourself
what color underwear are you wearing? WHOOPS I FORGOT TO PUT MINE ON! :D inside jokes =)
walter the farting dog? WTF?
men's interest magazine section, mustn't forget anyone! there were MEN in that magazine.
may 28th blazer's bash. i wonder if i could skip. go home. or go somewhere. don't wanna stay that would be oh so cool.
all ducks go quack. did you know? the weird ones go moo.
i want a skirt now :( maybe i'll buy one soon. skirts are nice. i like american eagle. they have pretty clothes =) but so darn expensive. i'm going poor. sniff. all my money down the drain :( how depressing. but so pretty. my goal is to buy the presents in thought of buying one and also a SKIRT.
ewww i have ugly legs :) stupid volleyball and basketball OH WELL thats ok i'm PROUD of my bruises :D
working out my calves :D thats always fun. yes i'm a looser =D WHAT YOU GONNA DO BOUT IT?
i need to get myself photoshop.
30 hr famine wasn't so hard. i enjoyed it. it was fine. i didn't feel hungry. the juice kept me alive baby!
i miss you dearly.
i learned a new sport today. cricket. such a funny game. i didnt know brown people played it. :]
i missed the hillsongs concert yesterday :( i wanted to go. it sounded so great :( how depressing. i REALLY wanted to go. i heard it was amazing BOO.
sometimes i wonder would i be better off at uhs? rather than peths?
my stomach is flipping upside down and inside out and it hurts ><
this is the longest most spaced out most random entry yet.
history blows. so does english. 1984 is getting a little interesting so thats cool.
i want a SKIRT SKIRT SKIRT! i will get one SOON :D
fireworks; too bad we got none for monday
yesterday was a bad day. how could i tear? :( hai i'm a fucking turd. i've never cried in pain before, fuck i fucked up my ankle in basketball REALLY badly as if i fractured it and i didnt cry but after getting clotheslined? i did? dammit! i'm a fucking weakling! geez wtf is wrong with me. geez.
triangle face makes me uncomfortable. he's too touchy.
big boy is disappointed in me. "i guess i didn't get to you fast enough, since you have a boyfriend now". errr
i hope you well and goodness for all those who got hurt playing rugby that violent game.
hmm sometimes, i really think to myself and wonder if i am this deservant. if i really deserve what i have?
i dunno, i feel as if i always doubt myself, but its true i do. i'm not that great. whts there to like about me? abso-fucking-lutely nothing. so sometimes i believed i am really blessed, but to be honest i am very unsure why. i'm glad i have everything that i do. my relationship especially. but sometimes i wonder, if i am the right person...