I'm not some wizard genius
so I' failing math so I'm gonna cheat, i failed my last six weeks of spanish so i'm gonna be a bitch to that teacher forever, i hope i don't fail that acuplacer so I'm gonna visualize myself passing and I have the strangest affinity towards the relationships of gay men. Harrumph, can i be a responsible single female mid twenties getting her career off the ground and bringing notoriety to my name?
Whatever, like I care right now, the high point currently is the upcoming viewing of Star Trek with my family...mmm Spock...anyway. My sister says I shouldn't have stopped talking to that guy that liked me just because he got my number from someone else. "He's just shy" she says, well obviously not the right guy for me, I can't be with some one who is shy, I'm shy enough. Damnit I didn't even like him enough in the first place, after a week with hardly any contact the high of a boy liking me came down pretty quickly. Another thing, he's not 6' he doesn't have blue eyes AND HE'S NOT WHITE. Not being racist here, I seen my fair share of attractive puerto rican men...he's not one of them. He's adorable yes, but I don't want adorable. besides it's not like it would have lasted anyway. I'm sixteen he's 15 I'll be in college IN FLORIDA in two years, I'm not one for long distance relationships. Besides i'm not that interested in dating. I like school better than the slight chance of getting mono from a first kiss. Not like I'll need a date for the prom I won't go to. Whatever, i sound like a bitchy teenager, I hate that so I'll stop now, it's nice to rant every once in while though. I feel lots better
Whatever, like I care right now, the high point currently is the upcoming viewing of Star Trek with my family...mmm Spock...anyway. My sister says I shouldn't have stopped talking to that guy that liked me just because he got my number from someone else. "He's just shy" she says, well obviously not the right guy for me, I can't be with some one who is shy, I'm shy enough. Damnit I didn't even like him enough in the first place, after a week with hardly any contact the high of a boy liking me came down pretty quickly. Another thing, he's not 6' he doesn't have blue eyes AND HE'S NOT WHITE. Not being racist here, I seen my fair share of attractive puerto rican men...he's not one of them. He's adorable yes, but I don't want adorable. besides it's not like it would have lasted anyway. I'm sixteen he's 15 I'll be in college IN FLORIDA in two years, I'm not one for long distance relationships. Besides i'm not that interested in dating. I like school better than the slight chance of getting mono from a first kiss. Not like I'll need a date for the prom I won't go to. Whatever, i sound like a bitchy teenager, I hate that so I'll stop now, it's nice to rant every once in while though. I feel lots better