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my day has been horrible. i got my braces worked on today and that felt like uber horrible. my whole mouth is hurting and i can eat anything. i have this feeling that none of my relationships will ever work out and when i finally think ive met someone worth while i get this feeling in the pit of my stomach that says no savannah youre just going to get hurt again. im going to see stephen this weekend im pessimistic about how it will turn out. i havent talked to him in a while and i was hoping he could help me with some stuff but i dont know where he is. i feel completely drained and lost. i dont know what im supposed to do. maybe i shouldnt go. maybe i should just stay home and not waste the time or money of going up there and being dissapointed.if there were some way i could just talk to him and voice my concerns i would feel better but i cant.