Aug 29, 2005 00:59
wow these past couple of weeks have been hard as hell...u never kno how much stuff u really have untill u try to move it all lol. its been even harder b/c we dont have dsl yet OR cable so we been livin off blockbuster and stuff [not real fun]. i miss livin at the apt. a lil b/c everbody knew where that was and i could walk damn near anywhere from there...but now im in this house thats like in the middle of no where and it makin me sick. imma miss sneakin out of the apt. in the middle of the night with lauren [hehe] tellin ppl to meet us outside of lo lo's garage...wow great times and missed memories. i didnt think i would miss that little place so much but boy do emotions change [tear]. shit i remember the first time i ever snuck out of that place and how terrifyed i was to get caught but of corse i didnt b/c im too smart for that lol. now i gotta figure out how to get out of this lil hellhole [damn thats bout to be a pain in the ass] but im smart so i kno ill figure some way out...and i have to admit it, imma miss north a lil bit...outta that whole school i think imma miss about 20 ppl lol...im like fuck the rest and those chosen 20 should kno who u are cuz if u gotta second guess, u wasnt one of them...lmao but there are new ppl in my life so life goes on. im really lookin foward to goin to this new lil school of mine...i wanna meet to ppl make new friends and all that good shit...i guess im just that kinda person b/c i love bein the center of attention and havin ALL EYES ON ME...[especially from the boys]. but im bout to be messes up cuz it aint no black or latino boys that go to that school so im not too happy about that...shit and thats all i really like [no offence white boys] dont even get me started on them latinos...OMG latinos are so fuckin sexy to me...woo had to get that off my chest...but if u from north and u readin this. HELL YEA im bout to be up at homecoming makin all them lil boys pop woodys all over the place LMFAO jp jp...[when i get on the dance floor cant nobody handle me]. but yea so many missed faces so many missed memories that could never be lost even if i wanted to...
peace, love, happiness...
ERIKA*DANIELLE