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ugh everything went from amazing to crap again.
like the weekend was awesome:
friday night was amazing
holly is the funniest girl i kno
and we were like way awesome that night lol
cat war was amaziing and arizoina lead was not to bad ;)
and then sat i got to spend with
ashley harder ♥ i hate that me and her never have
as much time to hang out anymore.
but it was soo fun spending basically the whole weekend with her
and we got to meet kevin and make cookies and ruin my myspace lol
kevin is cool.
but this week , im like not so optomistic about.
my birthday is in 3 days and i think its gonna be horrible.
like its the one day of the year that i always get overly
depressed and just cry like about EVERYTHING.
i dont even think my dad is buying me a present lol
i dont even understand why i make myself believe that i
look foward to the day so much.
other then that im getting liek depressed about everything
i was depressed about again .. i want him back in my life
and i realized that friday night.
and i liek cant stand anyone talking lately
well mostly today but it was realli wierd
and i cried in history over like somthing i would normally
joke about myself.
idk i just want to feel better.
but bday IS in 3 days. ill keep praying its a good one.
♥♥♥
like the weekend was awesome:
friday night was amazing
holly is the funniest girl i kno
and we were like way awesome that night lol
cat war was amaziing and arizoina lead was not to bad ;)
and then sat i got to spend with
ashley harder ♥ i hate that me and her never have
as much time to hang out anymore.
but it was soo fun spending basically the whole weekend with her
and we got to meet kevin and make cookies and ruin my myspace lol
kevin is cool.
but this week , im like not so optomistic about.
my birthday is in 3 days and i think its gonna be horrible.
like its the one day of the year that i always get overly
depressed and just cry like about EVERYTHING.
i dont even think my dad is buying me a present lol
i dont even understand why i make myself believe that i
look foward to the day so much.
other then that im getting liek depressed about everything
i was depressed about again .. i want him back in my life
and i realized that friday night.
and i liek cant stand anyone talking lately
well mostly today but it was realli wierd
and i cried in history over like somthing i would normally
joke about myself.
idk i just want to feel better.
but bday IS in 3 days. ill keep praying its a good one.
♥♥♥