May 15, 2005 00:17
being blown off again = <\3
my grandfather is coming down tomorrow to stay with us for a week. im scared to see how bad hes gotten. i can only imagine the pain of sitting in a house alone for the first time in 65 years. he tried so hard to hide the pain with every one around, but it was obvious he's lost without her and his heart is broken.
at least hell week is over. but it will prolly last a whole month. may is never a good month.