so this is where our story begins, not ends.
well, i'm ready for bed.
i guess you could call this my secret revolt, i dont know. i changed my phone number today. it made me feel better, although all things considered it wasn't a hundred percent necessary. i'm changing screen names and whatnot also.
it would be preferrable to just drop off the face of the planet, but i'll settle for this instead.
i've been to the airport twice in less than a week. things got real bad, and i ended up hopping within an hour and twenty minutes, and flying to colorado to be with marie and jake, and we all drove back together.
i love them. i think i needed to be with them when i found out some things i found out, too.
then tonight i picked up my buddy travis at the airport. he was in california visiting his girly friend. what a rush. i'll remember those sweet days at the airport to visit someone you care about. i won't forget anytime soon.
my parents know their child needs them. this is the first time they are doing something of this sort, but they're driving up here on sunday to be with me, and leaving monday. i do love my parents. and i do need them. i'm glad i get some lovin.
i will ache for a while. as for now, i can't let myself delve on things. sometimes i get this sick/sinking feeling when a thought about everything dealing with nick and whatnot and my old friends comes into my head. call it nostalgic? call it what you want, but i will not dwell.
i guess you could call this my secret revolt, i dont know. i changed my phone number today. it made me feel better, although all things considered it wasn't a hundred percent necessary. i'm changing screen names and whatnot also.
it would be preferrable to just drop off the face of the planet, but i'll settle for this instead.
i've been to the airport twice in less than a week. things got real bad, and i ended up hopping within an hour and twenty minutes, and flying to colorado to be with marie and jake, and we all drove back together.
i love them. i think i needed to be with them when i found out some things i found out, too.
then tonight i picked up my buddy travis at the airport. he was in california visiting his girly friend. what a rush. i'll remember those sweet days at the airport to visit someone you care about. i won't forget anytime soon.
my parents know their child needs them. this is the first time they are doing something of this sort, but they're driving up here on sunday to be with me, and leaving monday. i do love my parents. and i do need them. i'm glad i get some lovin.
i will ache for a while. as for now, i can't let myself delve on things. sometimes i get this sick/sinking feeling when a thought about everything dealing with nick and whatnot and my old friends comes into my head. call it nostalgic? call it what you want, but i will not dwell.