Nov 26, 2005 23:00
i really don't know what the subject is about i just thought it was funny.
well i haven't writtern in this thing forever and i really don't know who reads it anymore but i figure what the heck there isn't anything else to do in AZ at 11 at night!
Well my life going just fine.
Not really anything else to say on that matter really.
I work, I go to school, I do the church thing, and i text message.
Yup that is the wonderfully colorful life of the short spunky Becky...
In all honesty though life is getting better. I eat, thats a big change from the summer. I spend time with my family. Not always fun, we fight alot but at least i talk with them. I'm trying to rebuild friendships that I haven't had in a while and to hold onto ones I think i'm losing. I'm throwing myself in too many direction and don't really know which way I wanna go.
Thinking about it, I know what I wanna do but don't have the heart to tell others no.
I wanna hang out with randon people that I have never hung out with before. I mean most of the people that are going to read this are my "show" friends. I don't really know anything about you. I tend to not make new friends cause I'm a jerk. Sorry. If you have ever given me your number there is a good chance I have never used it. If I have ever given you my number there is an even better chance I prayed you didn't use it!
I'm full of myself and think I'm cooler then you, which may or maynot be true. If I don't like you there is a 97% chance you will never know. Gosh I may even have hung out with you and hated every moment of it. I'm a FAKE. Only the people I hang out with all the time can really tell you who I am, and sometimes they are even wrong.
Another thing that tends to bother me is I really don't know music. Just because I work at a music place does not mean I know everything about music. I like music, I listen to music, but please don't think I know everything about it cause I DON'T.
In happier news... um, i love my dog!