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hey, this is something i just need to get off my chest, and it's a bit sad/angry/makes me want to kill people/kick them in the head... so, i'll lj-cut it if ppl wanna skip it. i'm so mad.
i found out this afternoon that when my eldest sister was little, my uncle raped her. this just makes me soooo mad that i want to cry and scream and kick things. i'm so angry. and so sad. i also found out that he did it to my aunty when she was little. what a sicko! who in the hell would do that?!?!?!?! i'm just so mad. it makes me so mad and sad and angry. i'm so.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just. i've always thought that no matter what someone does, you shouldn't hate them, you shouldn't hold a grudge, and you should forgive them. but right now, not so much. i'm just so angry and mad. what he did is unforgivable. i mean, my dad's brother. how could someone do that? and no doubt he's probably done it to other girls. that makes me so mad. i just want him to be humiliated, and i want him to be punished for this. what an asshole.
thanks, i really needed to get that off my chest. now i'm going to cry some more.
oh, and natushka , thanks. the heavy metal section of the cd is quite helpful right about now.