Mar 05, 2005 12:33
ok so last night sucked, i saw sara and dustin and a bunch of my friends and it was swell seeing them all but there was so much drama everywhere i went and blaness and i was supposed to hang out with kruddy(karytza) but that didnt happen cuz #1. phone died #2 she didnt answer when i called her from random numbers so ya but we're supposed to hang out today at some point so that'll be cool and ya...
last night- went to flippers and hoping to see may so i could talk to her and i didnt. i heard she went to go see a movie and then she left so w/e. i called her from christines phone and talked to her and she said she didnt want to hurt me, DUDE I'M FUCKING OLDER THAN U AND A HELL OF A LOT MORE MATURE AND U DONT WANNA HURT ME??!!! FUCK THAT SHIT! ok so it just hurt me that she didnt have the balls to do it herself, any1 who is a grown as man(or woman) would have the balls to do it themselves cuz when u dont do it urself than thats basically saying u dont care and ur too scared and u just dont give a shit. so please...to any of my friends...show respect and if u break up with some1 dont have some1 do it for u just cuz u think ur gonna hurt them b/c ur hurting them even more cuz u didnt say it face to face.
"maturity cannot be sought with a naked eye, but with a soul that knows that their heart will keep going"