sad birthday.
It was supposed to be my birthday today.
But instead of spending it with love and warmth, I had to trudge through the day feeling like utter shit. No one helped me lift my mood. No one seemed to give two shits that maybe, hey, I deserved better today. Only 1 friend gave me something. 1. And I haven't known her that long.
I just got through crying, after holding it back all day. My eyes are blood-red.
I had to keep telling myself "Be strong", "be strong".
It just gets so damn hard to do so.
EDIT:
PS. I never cry. xD Like, totally. So this was like "woah".
& thanks, I did cheer up. i loove you guys. :3