"Falling leaves make more noise."
Well, it's been forever since I posted anything. Not that I have anything to say, really...
I'm still lost. I don't know that that is going to change anytime soon. I've tried a few things and I just can't seem to find my way. I don't get it.
I'm getting a little bit more into magic as part of a religion. I do not believe in God. There's just something about an all-powerful being that just seems to disprove itself to me. Sure, He wants us to have faith, to believe without being forced, but surely there are more and less subtle ways to lead people on the path. But that's me, i don't expect anyone to agree with me. I'm still researching it a little.
ordered 4th edition of Dungeons and Dragons. Got the first adventure for it, and so far the system looks good. I think I like the changes made to it so far. But I'm very sure there are alot of people who will not agree with that, and I don't care. If they've made D&D fun again, it'll be a wonderful thing.
If you don't want to hear anything emo,
I miss someone. She's very important to me. I wish I could just take her away, to some lost part of the world, to any place where no one knows us. Where we can live in peace, no more drama, just her and me and the rest of our lives.
But that's too much to ask. i know it won't happen. Maybe that's why I'm lost. Because where once I had direction, now I've lost my compass. I have no bearings.
Shame. I know what I want. I just can't get it.
Moving on...