Dec 07, 2007 01:16
I cant believe that its been almost 3 years since Iv'e written in this thing. Man have i changed so much. reading some of my older entrys made me realize how much ive been thru since the last one. i dont really want to get into specifics but my world has been turned upside down and it seems like im in a worse position now then i was 3 years ago. what happened to me? i m not sure if i want to open up to the world and tell everyone what i think and how i feel. maybe thats a sign i should keep to myself. then again thats the reason why i have been keepin a private journal, i cant just keep it to myself anymore. i wish i could go back in time. i would change so much so that hopefully i wouldnt be sitting here thinking about so much. its still too overwhelming right now.