*sighs*
This is mostly just me complaining because aside from Brit, I have no other outlet. I recently entered into a debt consolidation program, seems like a bright idea and I'm very pleased with the whole agreement, the only issue that is presented is that the initital payment goes out Friday putting a couple small things behind, for example the cash credit reserve that my grandmother is joint on with me. Sweet jesus kill me now.
So she calls me because the bank just can't resist sending her a letter about me being a few days late, thinking that what if she stresses me out over this I'm automatically going to just jump and have the money to pay. If I were made of money woman I'd have paid it by now. As it is I'm 60 bucks in the negative so we could have gas money to get to work. If you're so damned worry about it why don't you pay it instead of buying yourself a new RV, seriously! Can't be that important to you, and let's talk about credit scores, you really think you can go buy an RV that anything IVE DONE IN THE LAST YEAR will affect your score even the littest bit! NO so stop calling me! Seriously when they call me I'm actually phyiscally more terrified then when the debtors used to call.
My friends suggest I tell her I entered into a debt consolidation but I'm afraid then she'll lose it about that! It's not like it's bankruptcy! Maybe I'm doign the very best that I can given the circurmstances, maybe all I want is to be left alone so i can stop stressing about every dime. I was finally starting to relax, than she-man calls and leaves me that message "you need to call me" well no I really don't and frankly with that attitude I might not! In fact I think instead I'll call the loan company and the debt consolidator company and everyone but you so that when I do finally get the balls to call you, it'll be to tell you back the hell off before I eat your face! *growls* sorry losing my cool but seriously what good is it going to do to call me acting like I clearly have the money. Don't you think if I HAD the money I'd have used it by now!
Oh wait I did! On gas and fuckin' food! I'm sorry I figured that getting to work so I could pay the bills and making sure we have food on the table was more important. My bad, clearly your vacations are more important to you!
AHAHGASIDFHGOPrehfs! 2348y2hfr! Gah okay feeling a little better, I just needed to vent, and now a giant glass of wine would be nice. Seriously I'm not even touching this today because if I do I'll blow up at her and it'll only end badly.