I'm tired

[androidlusts]

of not being able to sleep
of being depressed or angry or some combination of the two.
having the thought of food make my stomach turn
of putting on the happy strong face ,when all I really want to do is huddle under the blankets on the couch and cry.

I have to get up early tomorrow but I just can't seem to sleep. I think I might make some ovaltine and try to go to sleep.