"A goal, a love, and a dream give you total control of your body and your life."
I did not say that, but I believe it.
At the current moment I lack some of those. I have total control of my body, but not my life. I still sustain off of others, which I hate. My dreams change daily or disappear all together depending on the season or the week. My goal is faint and in the distance, but it's still there. And Love. Well, I have love.
I have love for my family, for my friends, for animals, and for just living creatures. That doesn't seem to be the love that people my age are searching for, but I guess I already knew that. I have never been like other people my age. I want more. I want more. I want more. I need more than this.
"I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me...
I would die." ----But do I really feel that way??
I think love makes us Selfish. I think love makes us value one's life over anothers. Love makes us hate, makes us kill, makes us choose. I do not want to come after her. I do not want to come before him. I want to stand next to them. Mother Teresa, Ghandi, Jesus. Maybe personal love is a sin we are suppose to overcome to achieve true happiness and self-actualization. Perhaps our meaning for life is not to be loved or to find love, but to just love everyone = equally =. Personal love could be what holds us back from our full potential-- it could be the clouds that got in the way.
Are you really strong if you can overcome this-- or are you afraid (or selfish)?
Paradox. Paradox.
Perhaps I'm too young-- and this is too broad or too bold.
You know-- just rambling. Just rambling....
"Where there is love, there is life."
--Ghandi
At the current moment I lack some of those. I have total control of my body, but not my life. I still sustain off of others, which I hate. My dreams change daily or disappear all together depending on the season or the week. My goal is faint and in the distance, but it's still there. And Love. Well, I have love.
I have love for my family, for my friends, for animals, and for just living creatures. That doesn't seem to be the love that people my age are searching for, but I guess I already knew that. I have never been like other people my age. I want more. I want more. I want more. I need more than this.
"I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me...
I would die." ----But do I really feel that way??
I think love makes us Selfish. I think love makes us value one's life over anothers. Love makes us hate, makes us kill, makes us choose. I do not want to come after her. I do not want to come before him. I want to stand next to them. Mother Teresa, Ghandi, Jesus. Maybe personal love is a sin we are suppose to overcome to achieve true happiness and self-actualization. Perhaps our meaning for life is not to be loved or to find love, but to just love everyone = equally =. Personal love could be what holds us back from our full potential-- it could be the clouds that got in the way.
Are you really strong if you can overcome this-- or are you afraid (or selfish)?
Paradox. Paradox.
Perhaps I'm too young-- and this is too broad or too bold.
You know-- just rambling. Just rambling....
"Where there is love, there is life."
--Ghandi