not quite right
i'm not sure what is wrong with me but i don't feel quite right. it is not a feeling that is bad enough to do something about but it is always there... it is a feeling that sits in the back of my head and sits there nagging at my brain... things are going alright with alina so it is not that.... i think it is because i am under alot of stress... work, and my parents, and my sister, and my girlfriend, and my friends, and money, and bellingham, and just plain every day life... that right there is enough. i am tired... i haven't been sleeping enough. I just need a break to just rest... everythink is so bittersweet... mabey i should spend some time alone... but if i spend time alone i will just want to be with other people. if i am with people i am going fast and i can't focus on any of my problems... it all comes down to beign out of ballance. I need to ballence my alone time with my scocial time. mabey it would be good for alina and i to spend some time apart? I don't really know what to do... all i know is tht i really am tired and sick of having this feeling i my brain... some time alone to think is just want i need.