Apr 07, 2002 21:36
Okay, so I'm not in such a funk anymore. I sure hope my kid doesn't inherit these mood swings.
Sure, I can't make that motorcycle trip of Europe right now, but Europe will still be there in 20 years. Oh, well. Life is full of compromises. Besides, if I were lucky, responsible, and determined enough, I would have already done it years ago. At this rate, I would never get there anyway.
So, rather than whining and crying about my current plot in life, I suppose I should "make lemonade" and be a little happier about this. I mean, I have an awesome wife. This is only a temporary condition with her mood swings and whatnot. If I become especially fortunate in the years to come, I'll just go to Europe and take my kid with me.
As I had originally suspected, I feel different about it now than I did when I wrote that last letter.
The fact that I'm full of food and I just got to hang out with Garrett probably has something to do with my current mood.
Well, shit. At least I can complain about the fact that it's Sunday night, and I have to work tomorrow. I have a programming project that the customer needed desperately two weeks ago, and I'm probably going to get my testicles torn off by either the customer or my manager or both.
It's not my damned fault I don't know how to use __declspec(dllimport)!!
Anyway, that's nothing to worry about. That's everyday life. I can't very well stress about that too much. If I do, I'll land myself in an early grave, which is much worse than getting laid off.
Anyone here that knows loads about Windows programming in C, care to explain a few things to me about how DLLs work?
Okay, this is off topic and it's getting incoherent. Time for bed.