I'M FEELING...
Scared. Tired. Sad. On Edge. Helpless. Defeated. Exhausted. Alone. Anxious. Nervous. Restless. Hopeless.
For the past three - four weeks I have not felt well. I'm having neurological symptoms, panic attacks and I have a swollen and tender lymph node. I keep telling myself that it's a sinus infection. I hope that's all it is. I'm terrified. I look at my little ones and I want to burst into tears. I'm so scared. I've got five more days on this antibiotic and then we'll see. The doc said if the pills don't help we'll do a CT. I know this seems silly. It could be a million things. I just want to know what it is, but at the same time I'm terrified of knowing.
For the past three - four weeks I have not felt well. I'm having neurological symptoms, panic attacks and I have a swollen and tender lymph node. I keep telling myself that it's a sinus infection. I hope that's all it is. I'm terrified. I look at my little ones and I want to burst into tears. I'm so scared. I've got five more days on this antibiotic and then we'll see. The doc said if the pills don't help we'll do a CT. I know this seems silly. It could be a million things. I just want to know what it is, but at the same time I'm terrified of knowing.