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ok so i can't fucking believe how cute my nephew is, he is 2 years and like 2 months old and the little kids a fricken genius. we were playing with flash cards for fricken 5 year olds and he knew every one of them, he even can tell the difference between a zebra and a horse. (the horse is usually brown and the zebra is black and white.) he also started quizing me with some other book that he had, he fricken knew what a violen was and stumped me on a zilophone but knew what it was and pernounced it perfectly. he also is not shy what so ever and loves to show off, he is sooooo fricken cute!!!! when he went to bed he ran up and said good nite unkle jason and gave me a hug. then went and gave his grandma a hug and kiss, after wards he ran back to me and said "you need a kiss too!" i was so surprised i almost cried it was so cute.
so today was my first day of work and seriously after two hours of being off my whole uper body and my abb muscles were sore as hell...
and i can't fucking believe it!!! i took my shirt off while working because it was hot as hell, and even though i only had it off for four hours, my entire back is burnt to shit! i havn't had a sun burn since 6th grade. look what san francisco is doing to me!! wtf i can't hang out in the sun anymore!
i actually really miss santa cruz this time. but i still think its so much for me to live in the city.
i can't get tyler off my mind not even for a minute, it has totally screwed up my meditations because all i can not keep my mind clear i always think about her. i mean she even ocupies my dreams both good and BAD!!!
i had a bad dream last night that tyler cheated on me i woke up and for a couple minutes i thought it was real. before i realized that i was sleeping. it was not a pleasent thing to put it extremely lightly.
plans are as followed:
1. get a job
2. complete G.E.D. paperwork
3. start saving money
4. finally lay my dads ash's
5. meet with a counselor at CIIS to find out what class's i need to take to transfer
6. figure out my schedule for class's next year.
thats all for now i'm dead tired.
so today was my first day of work and seriously after two hours of being off my whole uper body and my abb muscles were sore as hell...
and i can't fucking believe it!!! i took my shirt off while working because it was hot as hell, and even though i only had it off for four hours, my entire back is burnt to shit! i havn't had a sun burn since 6th grade. look what san francisco is doing to me!! wtf i can't hang out in the sun anymore!
i actually really miss santa cruz this time. but i still think its so much for me to live in the city.
i can't get tyler off my mind not even for a minute, it has totally screwed up my meditations because all i can not keep my mind clear i always think about her. i mean she even ocupies my dreams both good and BAD!!!
i had a bad dream last night that tyler cheated on me i woke up and for a couple minutes i thought it was real. before i realized that i was sleeping. it was not a pleasent thing to put it extremely lightly.
plans are as followed:
1. get a job
2. complete G.E.D. paperwork
3. start saving money
4. finally lay my dads ash's
5. meet with a counselor at CIIS to find out what class's i need to take to transfer
6. figure out my schedule for class's next year.
thats all for now i'm dead tired.